growth on the narrow pt.2

ma⋅tu⋅ri⋅ty 
 /məˈtʃʊərɪti, -ˈtʊər-, -ˈtyʊər-, -ˈtʃɜr-/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [muh-choor-i-tee, -toor-, -tyoor-, -chur-] Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1.
the state of being mature; ripeness: The fruit will reach maturity in a few days.
2.
full development; perfected condition: maturity of judgment; to bring a plan to maturity.



how long will i be like this? like a child? when does one mature in spritual matters?

WHEN????

one of my biggest fears is that i will stay like this forever and miss the promises of God.

how does one miss the promises of God? not maturing...that is how.

how many times must one go through the same lesson? hah! until one gets it right!!!

how many times can one person make the same mistakes?

wisdom is given. counsel is given. the heart must be pliable. and eager. is my heart eager?

the character...lets not get on the character...

the birth in the spirit is coming up...and i just dont know...will i be ready? will i be birthed? or will i die here?

O lord hear my heart in this prayer,

i need a heart transplant.

in jesus name, amen.

{the narrow...pt 1}

being a new creature in christ is a wonderful, foreign and exciting thing and a journey that never ever stops...



being a new creature means that you no longer depend upon the things of the world, but christ. being assured that he has your best interest at heart and knowing that he is able to do anything. he is perfect in all his ways. he is faithful, even when we are not. he gives grace. he is just indescribeable.

the way he loves us is just without words. he sees so much in us, even when we cannot. he protects and teaches us throughout the day and chastises when we have done wrong...

thank you lord for who you are!

A New Year

A new year. A new day. New promises. New expectations. New hope for the what was promised.

All these things new, but there is One that never changes and stays the same...always.

I love you Jesus!!!!!!