{A Stirring}

Theres a stirring in my spirit...
A breaking of something ready to come forth...
The presence of God is present all around me...at this moment
Fresh. Revitatilizng. Heavy. Breathtaking.
In awe of who He is...is where i am right now.
I dont have to say much...
But a shout of praise cannot be held back...
For the God i serve is awesome and worthy of all that is inside of me.
I am awaiting the Prophectic words to come to pass...and I will not give him rest...

xx

heart.::of::.words

"now unto the lamb who sits on the thrown
all of creation resounds with the song
worship and praise..." ~ brooke fraser

One of my greatest passions is to write the most beautiful love songs to God.

Songs that move his heart and capture the essence of who he is.

I often sit and think about different artists and their style of writing and

what moves them to write a particular song.

I am impressed with the words that they choose...

And what makes them write what they write...i cant quite explain it...but

a beautiful song is not just about the lyrics...at least not to me.

Although i am a lover of words

and am amazed at how psalmists can write breathtaking, convicting, mind evolving lyrics, theres still more to it....so much more!

Its about the heart that goes into writing the song.

Anyone can put a bunch of meaningless words on paper to create a song

that can captivate the minds of many, (look at the industry today (secular))

but...

The song that has the stains of tears and blood from the aches of a bleeding heart

for the one who can dry all eyes and heal all wounds is

the song that inspires the very soul inside of us to go against the grain and live a life

full of greatness that is found in the very arms of our Lord.

Or,

The song that just invites your spirit and draws you to a place of praise and worship.

Its the heart of words.

The heart is what goes into those words.

It makes up the very lyrics that can heal, renew, worship and love.

Sometimes a song can even be just the song unsung.

The song without the lyrics.

The sounds of moaning and cries that are lifted up before God,

the heart of our tears...

Nonetheless, he hears our hearts, deep within the lyrics we write.

He hears it..

Even in the tears or the shattering sounds of a broken heart

He hears it..

He hears our hearts, embedded in the words written, which make the very songs

that i pray moves his heart

When God Speaks...

When God speaks, will you move? I hope so.
Because by not moving your not only be disobedient, but your not believing. why is it so hard to believe? Why is it so hard to trust? Has he disappointed before? No. Then what is the problem????
Stepping out on faith can be so scary because your chartering new grounds, but if you press and believe where he is taking you, then the fear will go away....no matter what your eyes see...

Do you know the voice of God? Can you distinguish it? I hope so.
Because by not knowing the voice of God, you will be lead astray into all different places where you do not belong. Is he even near and speaking to you ? Where do you belong? With him. So whats the problem?
Spending time with the greatest gift ever given...the holy spirit...and once you learn his voice, you will never be lead astray...but it requires a great level of obedience...so sit, wait and learn his voice...

When God shifts will you shift too? i hope so.
By not staying connected to the spirit and not shifting, you will be left behind...so why don't you shift? Why are you not connected? For so many different reasons. You get so caught up with the activities and things of this world. Do we not know that this world cant bring us into eternity and all that it holds wont lead us there? We have no clue yet, but God is what we want. So whats the problem?
Knowing and understanding that God is all that we will ever need in this lifetime and the next will keep our ear gripped to the very heartbeat of God. We will be able to hear the words...decipher them and get instruction out of it...because at that moment his heart is ours. it beats the same beat. at the same speed. we are one.

so what is the problem??

we aren't willing to change and become who God has called us to be...

growth on the narrow pt.2

ma⋅tu⋅ri⋅ty 
 /məˈtʃʊərɪti, -ˈtʊər-, -ˈtyʊər-, -ˈtʃɜr-/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [muh-choor-i-tee, -toor-, -tyoor-, -chur-] Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1.
the state of being mature; ripeness: The fruit will reach maturity in a few days.
2.
full development; perfected condition: maturity of judgment; to bring a plan to maturity.



how long will i be like this? like a child? when does one mature in spritual matters?

WHEN????

one of my biggest fears is that i will stay like this forever and miss the promises of God.

how does one miss the promises of God? not maturing...that is how.

how many times must one go through the same lesson? hah! until one gets it right!!!

how many times can one person make the same mistakes?

wisdom is given. counsel is given. the heart must be pliable. and eager. is my heart eager?

the character...lets not get on the character...

the birth in the spirit is coming up...and i just dont know...will i be ready? will i be birthed? or will i die here?

O lord hear my heart in this prayer,

i need a heart transplant.

in jesus name, amen.

{the narrow...pt 1}

being a new creature in christ is a wonderful, foreign and exciting thing and a journey that never ever stops...



being a new creature means that you no longer depend upon the things of the world, but christ. being assured that he has your best interest at heart and knowing that he is able to do anything. he is perfect in all his ways. he is faithful, even when we are not. he gives grace. he is just indescribeable.

the way he loves us is just without words. he sees so much in us, even when we cannot. he protects and teaches us throughout the day and chastises when we have done wrong...

thank you lord for who you are!

A New Year

A new year. A new day. New promises. New expectations. New hope for the what was promised.

All these things new, but there is One that never changes and stays the same...always.

I love you Jesus!!!!!!

{closure}

i think its finally here! the end of a chapter has come and excitement for the next one to be written is overtaking me!

its gone! its finally gone! it took a while, but it has come. the healing has come! it came in a strange way, but hey i am not complaining.

my Lord is faithful and i never doubted him for one second.

I just had to believe!!!!

xx