{healing come...please}

the lord is jealous for me and he is provoking jealousy in me. a good friend of mine received healing for his heart-mended and strong it is now...

i want my healing too..i need to be healed too...what about me? I want no recognition of my past, Lord is it possible? let it be sooooo....

if this is your way lord to get me to go after you more...than okay...

YES lord...here i am...this heart is yours...do what you will with it...P L E A S E...i cant take this pain anymore...and you're the only one who has the power to heal...only you!!!

i am praising the Lord in advance for the healing...