it pains me to know that there are females who go through life with not having a strong male figure in their life to show them the correct way to be loved. love is such a potent feeling...but i will write a blog on my feelings about that some other time :)
a father has a place in a daughter's heart that is immovable and cannot be replaced...
a father will protect them from harm, or pain from getting near to their precious jewel's heart...they will chastise and punish their daughters to show them their wrong and to show them what is right...but in all that correcting...there is love. this type of love can never be taken away...they love so strong, so hard, so deep....its amazing.
its amazes me when i do the unimaginable thing...like breaking their heart...and knowing that i have caused them great disappointment, due to my lack of wisdom...or acting like i do not care because its easier to not face the hurt of me hurting them..if that makes sense...but i do...i care.
i want to scream!!!!!...because i know better...and even though they forgive seventy times seven...there is still this little box that lives inside of me that holds all the memories of the hurts, the breaking's, the disappointments, the lack of trust...those type things, that i caused...that seem to compile and fit perfectly inside the box...well to be honest its overflowing...
still overflowing...
but the love of the father, the look of love in their eyes, the smile they give you that lets you know they still love you and they forgive you...then comes the punishing and correcting...but i thank God for that...because it always puts me back on the right path...the path that leads me to God...oooooo that love...
overflows...
that is the type of love that drowns and washes out all types of boxes that are filled with guilt, or malcontent...thank God for love..
a father's love. ..
K.
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Yay! I am glad you have a blog. You are such an amazing person. I love you!
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