pressing toward the goal....

Part two::the journey::the fight continues...

i found myself in a state that i was in about 4 months ago...which was awful and i cant even begin to describe it!!! Lets just say i wouldnt wish the way i felt on my worst enemy....yeah, that bad!!!
...suddenly i had a choice....

i could of fallen back into a place of despair where i felt worthless and digusted with who i was...not to mention very angry....
or....

to press...not looking at how i felt at the present moment...but knowing that my God is able and He is doing a great work in me...that will cause me to press toward the goal....

i chose option 2...

i know im not going through what i am going through for nothing....thru all of this i realize that i am a fighter...and even when i am weak, His grace is sufficient...i stand firm by His word...and with a surrendered heart i will allow Him to prune me....for like romans 8:18 says, i consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us....

so how i feel today or even tomorrow i take it with a smile and a prasie on my lips because i know that what He is doing in me in spite of how i feel is far greater....
and that is what i am pressing for.....

for all who are reading this i just pray that no matter what your present circumstance is looking like, know that its building character and making you stronger for His kingdom. Dont stay in the same place that you were in today...grow...grow closer to Him....be free in Him...know that He is YOUR GOD...and that in His glory, that is where your supply is...

xx