the journey

i wrote this blog about a year ago when i was going through such a tough time with the changes that come with life. it was sooooo hard...but my faithful Lord brought me through it and i am so greatful for his faithfullness....i am still on this journey called life... still being tested... still making mistakes... still grateful... still learning.....


so here it is...

i have hit a bump in the road that is causing me to go to another place spiritually in my life that is quite unfamiliar...


Saying goodbye to the old, and hoping for greatness in the end. Seeking and learning to wait on God and when He speaks. Knowing the voice of God. Walking in the Spirit. Not allowing my emotions to guide my every decision, but the Spirit. Knowing purpose and not running away from it, but embracing it with boldness and humility and knowing that with the Spirit I wont ever go wrong.


I have hope. i have dreams and desires for my life...but what i am realizing now more than ever is it doesnt matter right now, especially in this season for me.

My goal right now is to know the Lord. To be lost in Him. To be consumed by His very presence. To know His voice....to walk in obedience. To be refined by His fire. For His nature to be put in me, so He can be seen when people see me.

Through this whole painful but joyful process... I will be found.


The real me will be found.


A close friend was telling me about his pain to healing and it was so beautiful to hear about the journey that God has him in on....and i only pray that my pain to healing will keep my knees to the carpet...because not only my life, but to those that i have been called too also depends on it! (The realization sets in!!!)......





My prayer this day for me and all who are reading that you sacrifice your life so that healing can begin. To be refined. To be consumed by His everlasting presence not so that you can go to the next level in God, but dimension.

xx