Yesterday morning i was staring at my ceiling just thinking and praising God for his mercy and amazing grace..it truly is amazing. the night before was just...it was just an eye opener of who God really is..and what he expects from us...obedience...not with some things but all things.
In this past month i have learned...i have lost...i have gained...
I have learned that in all things i must do what is pleasing to the Lord not myself... I cant operate out of my emotions...the moment that i do, i have lost sight of God's purpose for whatever the situation is. at that moment i take it into my own hands and make a mess of it...O but the Spirit. My friend. My comforter. My guide through this life. If i would only be lead by him. if i would only listen to the small still voice that lives inside of me...O Spirit of God....
I have lost many things through this...i have lost sight of God...i have lost the promise...i even lost apart of myself...but i hope to get what i lost back...well some of them back...
I have gained understanding....i know that i must protect at all costs...protect myself, those involved, and above all the ministry...i understand that its better to put out fires when they are small so that they dont spread like wildfires, which consume everything in its path...
Now that i have been forgiven by God...i can now move forward...
Move to the present and future which i still have hope that it is bright for me.
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